29 In consequence of these things, I often felt condemned for my weakness and imperfections; when, on the evening of the above-mentioned twenty-first of September, after I had retired to my bed for the night, I betook myself to prayer and supplication to Almighty God for forgiveness of all my sins and follies, and also for a manifestation to me, that I might know of my state and standing before him; for I had full confidence in obtaining a divine manifestation, as I previously had one.
When you have made a mistake, do I wonder how that effects my relatonship with my parents? Am I letting them down ? Will they forgive me? Do they still love me? Can I forgive myself?
So Joseph wants to know these things from our Father in Heaven, so he goes to him, and asks, seeking both his forgiveness, and a blessing. I remember a time when I wanted some money to buy a birthday present for a friend, and my mom wouldn't give me the money. Well, one of my brothers had a coin collection, so I "borrowed" from him. In the moment "the gift" was the only thing that mattered....but after, I felt horrible. I hid in my room and pushed the dresser in front of the door...I didn't want anyone to talk to me..I didn't want to hear how disappointed they were with me. They couldn't be as disappointed in me, as I was with myself. (I was almost 7 when this happened.) I am greatful for the lesson I learned from this. I learned that yes, I made a mistake, but I was still loved, and could be forgiven. I couldn't make it right, the money was spent, the coins were lost. I could only repent and never do it again.
Love, Sister Woolsey
2 comments:
All you camp leaders are simply amazing. I've enjoyed visiting this blog and reading your thoughts about each scripture.
I too agree with Sister Gibson. This blog is amazing. Such a great way to start and end the day! Very inspiring!
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